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November 25, 2012
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Remember when you said forever?
My heart is what you nearly severed.
You had promised me you'd never leave?
The result of cuts covered by sleeves.

I nearly lost myself that night
Where I had gave everyone quite a fright.
I slit my wrists until they were drenched
My eyes were shut, my teeth were clenched.

You were and always will be
Oh so much better than me.
From your perfect hair to your unique style,
This self harm is only a trial.

When I write down these last words
I will be free.
I will fly like a bird.

So if you did tell me now
If you can see this somehow
I miss you so much it hurts my heart
I should of expected it from the start.

When you can see what you've done to me
Then maybe you can start to see
All the things I had done for you
All the things I had done. You have no clue.

Please, why can't I just be happy?
For things to just not be so crappy?
For things to actually go my way...
Why couldn't you have just stayed?

As I hang this rope up above me,
Be honest.
Did you ever truly love me?
I'm really done with everything
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LupusAzulli Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Student Digital Artist
i know exactly how you feel. its hard to cope with feelings like this. :c
just try to stay strong<3
XSimplySater Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012
thank you very much <3
LupusAzulli Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Student Digital Artist
no problem, i hope you feel better! c:
i love your icon by the way :3
XSimplySater Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012
Thank you! <33

and thank you again! My girlfriend made it for me and her ;w;

LupusAzulli Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2012  Student Digital Artist
ohmylordy thats adorable ;A; i love iiittt xD
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captainflaccid Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012
yeee haw
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SajuukkuujaS Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012
Before you do anything... think over the following.
There is always an deamon between humans who wants to see you suffer, bleed, fail and die.
Dont give him what he wants. life is hard, and words alone barely help to chease the pain.
There are enough humans which would love to take someone like you, it's just a matter of finidng them.
If someone hurts you. Avoid that person alltogether, the pain will chease even if it will take time.
If someone hurts you then he is not worth being together with you anyway and better be off from you.

a little story:
I had a perfect life. Until my dad died in my arms, i counted his last heart beatings.
Not managing this event our whole famaly broke up and worse of it betrayed me and my mam.
I got to carry to brunt of it trying to hold the last pieces together. But often i thought. What is it worth it?
I just was stubborn and continued. The former family wanted to destroy me, spit on me to have something
to laugh at because of their boredom or 'suffer', or whatever. Put stones where they could.

They tried to stop me, i continued walking. I cut all connections to them. I have lost friends to deadly accidents.
I continued my life. They tried to make mebelieve that i am worth nothing. I continued.
I proved them wrong. Today it's me who's standing in an better position than them and now
if i wanted i could spit on them. But i dont do taht because i am an human being.

There's always someone wanting to crush you into dirt. But on taht one person there are always 2 who
would love to life with you. No matter how deep you fall. Proof your enemies wrong by continuing your life
without them. And Never give up. No matter how large they are. The larger the enemy, the harder he falls.


If it helps you. My soul is just as badly hurt as yours. But justa s yours, i am not dead yet.
And i wont give anyone the pleasur of my final defeat. Neither should you give up.
Be bright spirited. Be friendly. And remember, Earth is large and has countless of possibilities.
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